Monday, November 5, 2012

Reserved


*reserved - to keep for oneself... 

Seeing is believing and
I’m still breathing, 
waiting for
the moment to soak in
your presence that verbally lingers,
yet has never physically exposed itself.
My hopeful prayers for change
 have left me kneeling 
beside bed sheets
that scream your name,
yet only seem to reach 
the dusty corners of my ceiling and
get caught in webs of despair and 
self doubt.
Nothing follows those prayers, so
I sulk in confusion, but
continue to search for answers
in the pages that unravel stories about you.
As my beliefs gradually fade into a past of phases that I once truly lived by,

A part of my heart still hopes that one day…
GOD will prove my mind wrong.

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